Do I tell you that I miss you?

Why would you hold on to something when it hurts so bad. Why is it so hard to be genuine and do what your heart desires. Why are you so hard to love? How do you mend something that's once mended. How do you make a whole out of emptiness and fear.

My last resort........wamwam. I really don't need any sarcasm right now. All I ever wanted was someone to talk to. And I thought you could be that someone other than my close friends. Thought. I am aware of all efforts and I am truly grateful. I just, find it hard to talk to you now. Everything becomes an issue, an issue that leads to a problem and eventually an argument. Can your best friend really be your boyfriend?

Pouts

I'm hungry and i miss you. cramp isn't helping. Sigh

Haha wtf my last post was dated nov 2012. It's been too long since I've blogged. Not like I have any readers now nevertheless, HI!!!!!! I kinda do miss wam wam which explains my presence here. Life's been pretty much awesome for the past few months. Though I had the worst heartbreak of my life...am proud to say that I've gotten over it and I'm not regretting a single bit. I've been blessed with love and all else wonderful :)

Is it me being 21 or is that it's really happening in Singapore? First was the flood at orchard then comes the countless SMRT malfunction and now a protest against the white paper?! Ok maybe protest is kinda reasonable enough in the sense that we want our own identity and stuff like that but the overwhelming complaints of the SMRT is a bit too much? I take public transport EVERYDAY since forever. Yes it may not be the fastest or the most cosiest but c'mon, it has served us pretty well for the past few YEARS no? .... What else can you ask for?

My precious :)

Hehe love greens be nice to animals!

71th

You said you were serious and so I believed. then after you said it isn't that serious and so I believed, again. I don't think I'm naive because I trust you, a lot. but time after time, I felt that my trust was so betrayed. And this feeling kinda........................... suck. The suckish feeling of having to believe all the words that come out from your mouth, to feel sorry/upset for you and then getting all fucked up because whatever happened was just a joke is really annoying. suck it up Joelyn.

9 weeks down 3 more weeks to go!!!!! I fucking cannot wait for this semester to end. School, why you so tough. nevertheless, I'll conquer you, as always. Race day is on the 28th!!!! its been wayyyyy too long since I've ran 16km. WAY TOO LONG. At least I wouldnt have to die alone, fersure :) h3HE. I miss having fun already :( come 5th dec!!!!!!! love gaia, treat animals well, baiiii <3