please not this again.

papers.

calculator.

books.

study.

what's new.

morning!

i'm dreading every single school day ever since school started four weeks ago. im not saying that the modules im taking aint interesting.... its just that i dont have the mood for school? *read previous post* I really missed the secondary/jc times when I look forward to school or even if i dont, at least i still have friends to whine with.

OK. SAD STUFF ASIDE.

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo i've got really nothing to update about leh. i miss eating mosmos :( but my usuals don't. MOS BURGER HAS THE NICEST FISH BURGER EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR. aiyo, k. i really dont have much to update or even talk about. looking forward for recess week though!!!! 2 more months and hellooooo to my 3 months of stressfree days!!!!! :D

speaking of stress free days, ITS AMAZING HOW TIME FLIES. most of my friends are graduating + getting their diploma soon!!! which meanssssssssssss, they will be out looking for job!!!! well unless they intend to further their studies but OMG LA. so fast!! turning 20. and then 3 years later i'll be out to the working world. im 5 years away from my dream. truth is, i cant wait to graduate? I suppose that teaching is much more interesting than studying? HEHE.

SHOULD I S/U SOCCER??!?!?! :( but, no one FAILS a sports module. then again, I CAN ALWAYS BE THE FIRST. HAHAHAHHA SHIIIIT, WHY DID I EVER TAKE SOCCER IN THE FIRST PLACE. okkkk, actually i did learn some techniques in soccer and i look less retarded kicking the ball now.................... but its so stressful to learn the tricks and techniques in only 13 weeks!!!!

I know it's been a very long time since I've typed smth here soooooooo, hi!!! 新年快乐 :) I'm in school, waiting for my lecture to start, alone.. Very much explains why I'm here. I've been going to school alone, heading to most lecture alone, attending most tutorials alone and I'm fixing this project stuff alone. Haha I sound pathetic don't I? Hmm. I guess I'm dealing with it quite well ? I'm not in any state of depression yet hehe, independence ftw! I'm a bit angst over the project part though. Can I say it here? Ok fine I shall since only yuanyun sihui jiaqi and sometimes pohling/xiuwei reads my poor wamwam. Define group project > well GROUP work, GROUP discussion. And Im kinda doing the stuff alone despite me asking. No one bother to take the initiative to ask me about my idea and all was like "ok done go with joelyn's idea". I was expecting someone to ask me something about it. Like cmon, my idea is not that perfect?? Ok perhaps they FOUR think that my idea is flawless.... If it's so flawless why can't the damn thing work. Hahahaha omg I sound so pissed. Ok la, I find the idea interesting but I really cant get the model to work!!!!! If it does I swear it's amazing. I've spent a good 10mins ranting on that and Ive got 30mins to goooooooooooooo. Soccer was fun!!! Made a few friends here and there and they were very patient and nice with me :) goalkeeper training tomorrow hahahahaahhahaah I like to dive but pls no bruises or ball-faced. My granny treats me best and happy 44th mummy dearest. Loveyou:)

Vlog,

Rio.

Rio de janeiro, Brazil.

I fell in love with this state after watching Rio. you know the cartoon blue cute bird movie?

yea this one?

and then CSI had an episode at Rio itself. OMGOSH THE STATE IS FREAKING BEAUTIFUL. the beach............ the buildings...... the markets............

I wanna spend my 21st there, please mummy let me spend my 21st there :( i dont know if its me watching too much tv but Rio looks like a dangerous place to be in like with all the guns and bad guys. OH!!!! FAST FIVE WAS ALSO FILMED AT RIO TOO! its an awesome show, think that show gave me the "omg rio is a fucking dangerous state with all the guns" cause fast five is an actionpacked movie where the characters come together to catch bad guys with a lot of fighting and guns in their sibei zai modified cars and skills la. LOL.

OKKKKKKKK ITS JUST ME BUT I REALLY WANNA GO RIO.

so...... I spent my countdown at erm cafe HAHA yeah boring, but it beats sleeping at home i guess. stayed all the way till 8am and i totally knocked out when i reached home. i fucking woke up at 6pm please HAHA. school's starting in a weeks' time. needa mug real hard for this sem! no pain no gain!!!!!! :D

anw, random but i think its good to believe and have faith in something. idk man, im a free thinker and all i have faith is in .... nothing? its kinda sad that all i can depend on is myself. as in like, when you're in need there's no one to turn to? I have no Gods to pray to, no Gods to thank when some miracles happen. I do believed in miracles and miracles are (to me) some magical events that are made/created by Gods. i dont know how to explain myself but bottomline is that i feel its good to believe in something specially when you need miracles to happen. then again, free thinker ftw. #contradicting ok shuddap.

oh,i'm turning 20.

yay?

I like being with girls. At least they don't read too much into things. Like what's wrong with replying? What's wrong with teasing? Why so serious? Oh so guys can have all the fun teasing while I can't? Whaddup boys, grow up before you come playing punk being all sweet talking falling in "love" with me.