JOELYN TAN YI YING GOT OWNED BY FUCKS (AGAIN)
Monday, December 14, 2009
Wake up,
JOELYN TAN YI YING GOT OWNED BY FUCKS (AGAIN)
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Promises,
(noun) a. A declaration assuring that one will or will not do something; a vow
(verb) 1. To commit oneself by a promise to do or give; pledge:
2. To afford a basis for expecting
(http://www.thefreedictionary.com/promise)
Why bother making me a promise when you FORGOTTEN about it?
Why bother making me a promise when you jolly well know that YOU WON'T DO IT?
Why bother making me a promise about not leaving when you can't even have faith in us both?
Why bother making promises to me?
huh friend, huh dad, huh another friend
Math > Chem > Physics > boredom caves in at 5 LOL
So I braid my hair. HAHA

and started to take pictures again HAHA




BAHAHAHAHAHAHHA LION HEAD *POINTS ABOVE*



Cover my nose. I think i look like my hot guy. HAHA KIDDING. My hot guy is officially not MY hot guy. its almost every girl hot guy now. NO FUN!! No more hiding in one corner and stare till my eyes pop out. rahhhhhhhhhhh.
K so I promise to forget about you.
YAY. your feelings was cheated :)
OH PSSSSSSSS. BIG PS!!!! Girls hate guys being all cheesy. If you guys wanna like date a girl or get to know her or some sort, GOD DAMN PICK UP LINES IS A NO-NO. A simple "Hi I'm Jonny and I think you're gorgeous. Can we be friends?" WILL DO. Because being cheesy or saying those pick up lines will make you look like a whimp, a flirtish whimp. Being true is still the best. RIGHT GIRLS? ^^
TOMORROW'S MONDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
WHICH MEANS, TRAINING!!!!!!!! YAY YAY YAY. NOW I CAN'T WAIT TO PLAY 3V3. ^^ MAXIMUM ENJOYABLE WITH LAUGHTER ALL OVER. YAY ME.
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Some words are meant to be kept this way,
Friday, December 11, 2009
Liars lie, lovers love, people lie more

K this is officially when I say "I WISH I HAD SOMEONE 24/7 WITH ME". No need no boyfriend stuff like that. i just wish that I have someone with me thats all.
I have totally NO FREAKING IDEA WHY PEOPLE LOVE TO LIE TO ME. I don't think that I look naive nor innocent. I don't think I look like a 4 years old kid. So since you people love to lie to me, makes me no different to being one like you guys.
I love you
Thats a lie. so yay.
kk hi!! I'm gonna redo this part because it reads emo. I was feeling a bit fucked, I don't know why either but yeah, i was fucked just now, going mad over small matters. Can't be blamed, girls ARE girls :) So I spent my entire day studying. I felt guilty for having too much fun LOL. guess the only time when I'll have REAL PURE fun would be after my As. OH MY GOD LA, I'LL BE 18 THEN. OLD OLD OLDSSSSSS. Now having a blog seems weird. Having a blog with all emo shitz seems weirder. Having younger kids reading my entire posts IS SERIOUSLY WTF. I can totally imagine the expression on their faces! "WLOU THIS GIRL SO OLD ALREADY STILL WANT TO ACT CUTE!" ....... I'm turning 18 so soon...... :( HAHA but then again... driving license!! I am so gonna get my license on my 18th birthday. muahahaha. I'm gonna get fucked on my 18th!!!! bahahaha, kidding! Virgin reserved for husband HAHA.
waaaaaaaaaaaaah my leg still crampzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Basketball injures me many much. I'm freaking tanned now LOL. seriously, no kidding. I hardly get tanned, i'm usually termed the white girl. BAHAHAHHAA. See no diff in pictures but I think I look 100 times better like this. Most probably because i look more man now. hee hee ^^ Me no like to look like bimboz bimboz. Time to heal my cramp and ankle. bais.
please miss me , yes you. miss me. i want to see your regretful face now.
WHAT SHIT. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA MY BRO JUST CAME BACK FROM WORK AND...
Bro: WHY YOU SO BLACK???
Me: Basketball la!!
Bro: VERY BLACK LEHHHHHHH
Its a compliment okay!!! so shut. bahahahhaha
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Like a melody in my head,

I definitely enjoyed myself with my ball mates ^^.. So mess with them equals to messing with me. HAHA
K so I was an idiot. I got freaking LOST on bus 12 LOL. I sat from Pasir ris ALL THE WAY TO BUGIS :( its plain butt pain-ness. So in the end I took a cab to Parkway HAHAHAHAHAHA. We all were high. BAHAHHHAA. Jay CHOU's songs ALL THE WAY. All thanks to small eyes. CHEEBYE, SHE DAMN SIAO ONE. USE MY CAMERA AND TAKE JAY CHOU FACE. Got sick not??? Sang from 7 to 11 sia!!! But my energy was drained when the clock strikes 10. BAHAHAHHAHA, THAT WAS HOW HIGH I WAS OKAY. WE FUCKING LAUGH TILL NO END!!!!!!! \m/ I'll upload the pictures when I have the time kkkk :)
Supper at some coffee shop and then over to Jiaxin's place!!!! I WAS BOILING AT HER PLACE. I was screaming hell in her room because I saw something. Can I knnpcb you?????? YA, SO ITS ALL ME. THINKING THAT YOU REALLY MEANT WHAT YOU SAID. Fuck la, when can people stop taking me for a fool ah??? BUT ANYHOW, you no longer matter ^^. and to you pat pat pat pat, don't sad already okay!!!! Stay strong and we'll always have your back :) No one said it was easy... so hang in there! If there's a will then there would ALWAYS be a way out. I've always believed in the chemistry between couples :) So as long as it still stays... both of you will be back in no time :)) AND HOR, STOP BLAMING EVERYTHING ON HIM ALREADY. I seriously think he damn poor thing LOL. A relationship isn't about just taking, its giving as well pat... :) but anyhow, i'll still be here if you need me!!!! BAHAHHAHAAH
Anywayzzzzz. my hair....
is a goner /: I think its veh ugly now and I feel like dying something HAHAHAHA. but hell no because I would get fucked up. training today. the sun was a killer and I AM OFFICIALLY BURNT. siao liao, I'm tanned like abc. HAHA. My muscle cramped againzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. i don't feel like working tomorrow :( KK GOING TO RP NOW. MEET MY EX BOYFRIEND AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA CHEH CHEH. BAI
All or nothing, Us or me.
Monday, December 7, 2009
Random
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Come to realise,
Show you ugly hair.
Ignore face, see hair. suck to have this length hor xiuwei?? HAHA I think mine is like way x1000 worse than yours. i have the urge to have it short lor. I see my current hair dang sians. Feel like extending.... bahahahhaah but i doubt I can last for a week. die, i feel feverish. please no burning forehead.
http://urbanlegends.about.com/library/bl_breast_larvae.htm
NAAAAAH JIAQI!!!! the infection thingy link. BAI
X'mas & NewYear,

My awesome grandma had it snipped for me :) and I've been coming home for lunch/dinner. ^^ which makes her damn happy. She's like leaving soon, another week more or so? so this is half of the reason why I've been eating her home bahahah, well another is partly because of my healthy food diet. HEE HEE
See Elle Zee Pee , HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM ^^V says: (11:17:40 PM)
then i ask u ah
See Elle Zee Pee , HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM ^^V says: (11:17:43 PM)
christmas eve
See Elle Zee Pee , HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM ^^V says: (11:17:44 PM)
wan
See Elle Zee Pee , HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM ^^V says: (11:17:44 PM)
go
See Elle Zee Pee , HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM ^^V says: (11:17:45 PM)
out
See Elle Zee Pee , HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM ^^V says: (11:17:45 PM)
mah
See Elle Zee Pee , HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM ^^V says: (11:17:50 PM)
^^
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Spices of life,

Being strong isn't about being able to forget someone ENTIRELY.
Being strong isn't about moving on.
Being strong is about being able to talk about your special someone WITHOUT having a wee bit of sad feeling in it.
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Just laolan all the way!

New moon was good! Well, it could be better if the ending didn't turned up that way. The ending was hella screwed! :( What a waste. The plot was a tad bit interesting and mymy, Robert Pattinson reminds me so much of Adam. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH. I still remembered that I keep telling my friends that Adam smiles like him. BAHAHAHA. Not that I'm still crazily in love with Adam........................... since when I was?? LOL I JUST MERELY CAN'T LET GO LOR. ITS NOT THAT I REALLY REALLLY REALLLLLLLLLLLY LIKE HIM. TSK, whaaaaaaaat? Don't give me that look. hee heeeeee
K so the girls really went WAHHHHH when Taylor Lautner took off his shirt, I didn't. Body hot la, but the hair HAVE TO GO. Then he had his long hair snipped off!!!! He looks A THOUSAND no wait, A MILLION times better WITH HIS HAIR CUT SHORT. Short as in school boy hair cut. <333333333 lor!!! School boy hair cut is the cutest okay.
and now, prepared to be amazed~

CUTE RIGHT!!!!! his body is plus points lor. BAHAHAHA. know what? he's only 17 this year. OMG LA. can meltz.
HAHAHAHAHAHA. I bet he killed millions of girls with his charming looks and hot body. LOL. and I so bet that there would be girls bloggers like me, blogging how hot he is in New moon. HAHA.
K, so like my mum came and talked to me....... it really sucks to be a grown up. I've got to know so many things... My family is like having a war now. Truth is, I don't want to have anything to do with this. but I know its impossible.. because I've grown. No more running away. No more being a kid, got to face reality. Same goes to you, no more running away. The truth is smack right in front of me, that you're never coming back and everything was an excuse. Maybe I'm assuming too much but you know what ,Whatever ^^. because I have no other way out :) and that truth would surface soon. so yeah, you heard me. WHATEVER :D Thats the way I like it. even if its not what I've assumed to be, then whatever. because its gonna be too late. I know what I've said before, but hey I never once said that I'm not contradictory <: Told you not to believe everything that was written on this site, wigglywamwam poisons your mind. cheh, but at times I really cannot stand myself. I don't know what I want you know. Bet my babies were going all cranky while reading silver rated lol. have2admit, so am I LOL. I was reading the recent one and then it hit hard on me.... man, i think its best to shut up. No wait, i think its best not to fall for anyone. this post already contradicts the post I had over at silver rated. BOY I SUCK SO MUCH AND I AINT DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT. HAW HAW, but you know what again. Whatever! \m/
It really amazes me how song could make me realise so much things.... "Let it go" Walt Disney movies are the sex. Love the songs in it k.
K WORK MORNING TMRW TIME TO HAVE A GOOD REST, THEN HAVE FUN IN THE NIGHT ^^ NIGHTZZZ.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Lets make you a memory,

LAST DAY OF SCHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!!! \m/ which means the release of class. FISH HEAD, OUT OF SO MANY PEOPLE I SAME CLASS AS JIAQI. YOU SAY SWAY NOT. go school see her face, go assembly see her face, go classroom see her face, go CCA see her face, go home STILL SEE HER FACE. Got sian not!!!!!!! Its kumpa sian lor. HAHAHAHAHHA. K i was kidding. I'm gonna have more of jiaqi next year. Please ah, don't disturb me anymore okay?? :( HAHA. SPEAKING OF WHICH, you know the nerd guy who wants my number during orientation...... yaaaaaaaaaaa, i was hoping that it would never happen but it did. We're in the same class............ Its not like I'm trying to say that he's interested in me anymore but its so frigging awkward la!! WLOUZ. and the thought of being the same class with Jiaqi and him made it worst. I can totally imagine how my first day of school is gonna be like. jiaqi would be shuan-ing and joelyn-ing the whole damn gay day. mymy.
Then was ball after school. had friendly with seniors... and I've got nothing to say. LOL. its still best to keep it to oneself. My ankle didn't hurt as much after the game but its now a swollen fuck. my ankle is now a size of a tennis ball. HEE HEE. A BIT CUTE LOR, WANT2POKE?? HAHA. K i promise myself no sugar drink for a whole month because sugar drinks steals my stamina away. but jiaqi had to be the bitch and teased me. BAH, you sucker because you CANNOT DO IT. MUAHAHAHAHAHHA.
I'm gonna have my virgin bike ride on friday night! all the way to vivoooo. muahahahah, got shiok + jealous not??? HEE HEE. I think I won't die la hor. I wanted to do my econs but mannnnn, my bed is calling me. Morning run> Morning nap> Econs homework> New moon> Home = tomorrow. <: I've added new songs and deleted ALL the emo sad sad songs away. hee hee hee ^^ I've got this new fetish for high high songs. and i figure that emo songs reminds me too much of you. not you but you. Don't step clever and think its you okay ^^
Monday, November 30, 2009
Nothing but our best,

Bahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. its 1.12pm now!!!!!! Friendly is in two hours' time. yayzzzzzzzz. I'm gonna give my best! :) And I'm sure that my mates would also give in their very best for this right babies?? :D Omg, i'm like excited only. Please don't fall, please don't fall, please don't fall. nb, you guys don't know how I fall. its standard!! its either I tripped over other player's feet or tripped on my own ball. HAHA Fabulous weather now! YAYYYYYYYYYYYY Tell you smth thats more fabulous, tomorrow's the last day of SCHOOL!! DOUBLE YAY YAY and and and, I'll be spending my thursday watching movie , friday work, Saturday movie, Sunday work!!! :) NOT JUST THAT! Charlotte says that she's gonna teach us how to wave-board or something like that, aiya whatever it is its still awesome because its with my ball mates!! \m/ hhahahahah. Now I can't wait for holidays! ^^
















