Pouts

I'm hungry and i miss you. cramp isn't helping. Sigh

Haha wtf my last post was dated nov 2012. It's been too long since I've blogged. Not like I have any readers now nevertheless, HI!!!!!! I kinda do miss wam wam which explains my presence here. Life's been pretty much awesome for the past few months. Though I had the worst heartbreak of my life...am proud to say that I've gotten over it and I'm not regretting a single bit. I've been blessed with love and all else wonderful :)

Is it me being 21 or is that it's really happening in Singapore? First was the flood at orchard then comes the countless SMRT malfunction and now a protest against the white paper?! Ok maybe protest is kinda reasonable enough in the sense that we want our own identity and stuff like that but the overwhelming complaints of the SMRT is a bit too much? I take public transport EVERYDAY since forever. Yes it may not be the fastest or the most cosiest but c'mon, it has served us pretty well for the past few YEARS no? .... What else can you ask for?

My precious :)

Hehe love greens be nice to animals!

71th

You said you were serious and so I believed. then after you said it isn't that serious and so I believed, again. I don't think I'm naive because I trust you, a lot. but time after time, I felt that my trust was so betrayed. And this feeling kinda........................... suck. The suckish feeling of having to believe all the words that come out from your mouth, to feel sorry/upset for you and then getting all fucked up because whatever happened was just a joke is really annoying. suck it up Joelyn.

9 weeks down 3 more weeks to go!!!!! I fucking cannot wait for this semester to end. School, why you so tough. nevertheless, I'll conquer you, as always. Race day is on the 28th!!!! its been wayyyyy too long since I've ran 16km. WAY TOO LONG. At least I wouldnt have to die alone, fersure :) h3HE. I miss having fun already :( come 5th dec!!!!!!! love gaia, treat animals well, baiiii <3 

Summer vibe,

I've been burying myself with my notes. Planned to work out for the entire recess week but my brain cannot tank :(  Dear brain/body/mind, please bear with it for another 9 weeks. I promise I'll treat you well after finals, as for the time being, don't die on me. I need you all healthy. 

So.... for the past few weeks.. I got myself a..

2 star kayak cert, mad uneven tans, ukulele and some great laughter. my friends are too awsum. do I sound bored? am trying my best not to though. guess I suck at blogging now huh :( BOOOOOO. I lost you, my blogging soul. come back.

anyways! heard this over the radio! love at first note. you guys should too! 

guess my boys are coming over this weekend to have some fifa fun! weeeeeeeee, treat others kind, till then :)

#i hate the fact that i cannot fix this. why so screwed, human. why cant i see then, why now. 

I'm never gonna win this. But I'm not giving up just yet. 2 months isn't short nor long but its enough, enough for this. 

Fight

There's a point in life when you struggle, when you're on the verge of giving up on something you longed for... a point in life when you're fighting for something/someone which to you, is everything.

I have to admit, I didn't fight enough. all because I know you'll be there for me, regardless. But I forgot that you're only human.... sorry, I thought you were everything wonderful.

I know you deserve better, you know you deserve better. but I thought love conquers all odds? why are you giving up on me.

I'll be lying if I said I wasn't hurt. Because deep down, I was still hoping that you'd let me fight for us. Can anyone tell me, how am I supposed to fight for something when its no longer there.

At least my endless before-bed-time struggle has finally come to a conclusion.

Happy 33th, my love.