happiest widest,

Quick update using my bb! Omgosh bb is the phone of the year. Seriously, it never once failed me or died on me. Has the amazing trends, allows me to spam like fucking free without even once lagging, effing bright flash and the super amazing vid and pic that it can capture/vid. I can't wait to upgrade my phone + plan next year!!! Though iphone sounds awesome but I think I'll stick to bb :) and never will I sell this phone away cus omg , holds too much pic + vid. And speaking of not failing, some vid + pic never once failed to make me smile. I dare say its the widest and happiest smile that I've ever got. I'm in love with this tinkling, heart warming, fresh feeling. No,am not in love with you but w the feelings.

farts.

I couldn't stop farting ever since I woke up at 1pm. and my fart STINKS.. like HELL. hahahahahah. think it was the mini kampong style bbq at pasir ris park yesterday. we celebrated jiaqi's 19th at the park, pitching a tent. HAHA. fuckkk i really cannot stop farting LOL. ok yah, that girl was helllllllllll, she thinks that she's the damn queen of the day and was damn proud of it omgosh. tell me how to tahan haha, kidding. mac breakfast at 4am :)

i really want to partyyyyyyyyyyyyyy after my finals pls pls pls.

pls let me party and have fun.

anyways, i realised that I can't make up. cant as in i dont know how to. I used to be able to draw my eye liner likea pro. but nowwwwwwww? i can't even draw anything on my eye. OKKKKKKK, I NEEDA GO STUDEH NAO. finals, piff.

stuff.

lol k. the spicy i had for lunch is still digesting in my stomach wtf.

WHY ARE PEOPLE SO FUCKING RACIST NOWADAYS? is it me or that people are getting more mean? or wait, i think im being nice by saying that they're mean, they are beyond mean. fuckkkkkkk. especially towards indians. seriously? cause they don't smell as nice as you? cause they don't talk in the sing-gah-por-ants' slang? what's up people. where's your respect? my vessels almost fucking burst when i saw the fb status that my colleague posted la. FUCK MAN. who do you think you are? you work in a customer service industry so you have to sucked it up to them, regardless of what skin colour/race/smell or whatever fuck. wtf is " go back to your black land". karma, i hope you're listening. please hit him hard. i'm not saying this in his face so as to save his fucking ego. you bet i fucking despise him, like max. i never liked him.

I should delete my fb / stop making new "close" friends / stop thinking that everyone is trustable. EMOOOOO FUCK HAHAHAHHAAH OK BAI :3

Vlog.

i need to flood someplace with my random mixed confused wild feelings that would go away after spilling whats inside. if being honest would lose you, i only have myself to blame. i'm being drawn closer to you each day. to the point where i almost can tell you anything, i realised that all those doings was because you had something in for me. i want this friendship so badly because i thought i could turn to you if i needed any help and that you'll always be there for me. now i know, you just want me, not this friendship but me. but my dearest friend, the honest truth is that i only want this friendship, nothing more than that.

hear me.

sometimes...

it would be nice to have someone by your side, 24/7.

xo.

Hi?

that is what i do pretty much, everyday?