You said you were serious and so I believed. then after you said it isn't that serious and so I believed, again. I don't think I'm naive because I trust you, a lot. but time after time, I felt that my trust was so betrayed. And this feeling kinda........................... suck. The suckish feeling of having to believe all the words that come out from your mouth, to feel sorry/upset for you and then getting all fucked up because whatever happened was just a joke is really annoying. suck it up Joelyn.